California soul...

Turn it up cause it turns me on...

2005-02-27T21:11:32Z

Well, me and my cheer girlies on 3rd place yesterday at the MAC competition. We may not have been in 1st, but we did fucken good. Im so proud of you girls. Im gonna miss you like krazee. Yeah, cheer is now over. It's sad. Our last game was friday. We performed some of competition cheer at halftime and what not. Im gonna miss the games. Competition was so fun yesterday. We got up early and met up at the school, then it was off to Eisenhower. Jarrod and mom came to watch me. I was kinda dissapointed that steph, jack and daddie didnt come but go figure, no one ever comes to my cheer shit. That was the first time mommie ever saw me fly. She was proud :) Freshman got in 3rd place *fabulous job girls*. And Im not exactly sure what varsity placed because I left before their awards but they performed really good. Im proud of you girlssss. Mommie bought me a black wife beater that says cheer in pink on it from the competition...so cute O:)

I pretty much just sat around the house the rest of the day yesterday because I was so tired from MAC. I was planning on getting a really good night sleep last night since I havent gotten sleep all week but of course not, I kept waking up because of my throat. I've had a sore throat for the past three days. But if I dont think about it, the pain goes away. It'll pass.

Uhm, yeah I havent really done anything exciting all week. I've had a lot of cheer practice. Since it's over, I wanna get my ears pierced this week. Yeah, Im 15 and I dont have them pierced yet, hah. And I need my hair redone, I havent had it colored in a few months. And I wanna get my nails done too. I couldnt have nails in cheer, so now I can. Yesterday, I watched "Saw". Have you ever seen that? Wow, that's one of the strangest movies I've seen. I recommend it...

Mmmm...I've been sitting around the house all day. I took a shower but I let it air dry so now it looks like shit. Im way too lazy to go and straighten it. I took medicine for my throat but it didnt help much, just made my mouth taste bad. I have homework, I think. I cant really remember. I should maybe go do that. I just printed out my pictures from the competition yesterday so I'll probly scan those and put them in a picturetrail. It'll be in my info...

*becca

Im glad for the way you make me feel...

Feels like the top of the world, right here...

2005-02-12T23:59:48Z

mmm...I think I'm gonna stick with this layout for awhile. It's cute enough. And it's a pain in my effin ass to keep redoing it so it's gonna stay. Do you think it's cute? :/

Finally, b.r.e.a.k. - It's gonna end way too soon, I can feel it now. I was really excited about break until I realized that I have practice every single day and two games. I thought breaks meant you get a break...I obviously dont. But cheerleading is over soon. We have a limited number of games left and competition is in two weeks.

Yesterday we had a game against Ford II. JV won but Varsity lost. Varsity was a really close game though. I stayed up til about 2 er 3 watching Napoleon Dynamite<3 I woke up at 9*30 because I couldnt sleep. I only slept about 3 er 4 hours. I kept waking up, it was annoying.

Thursday, I went to the Variety Show with Manda<3, kate, and chris. We met jimmy up there and we hung out with him too. I saw my husband frank...I cant enough of his kisses :* haha I love you, dragotta! Well, all in all...that night was one of the best. I havent laughed that hard in awhile. Pretty much because of Manda. We never stop laughing when we're together. I had the best time because of her. I love you manda! All the acts were really good...but of course, the drumline was the best. Congrats boi's, I love you guys! You did so well, Im proud ;)

Yesterday I went to coney island and stole 14 jelly packets.

yeah, Im out...laterrr

x.O/becca

The world is all mine...

I've been dead so many times, I've lost count...

2005-01-17T01:04:28Z

3 day weekend...hell yeah. It makes me happy :)

Home game on friday. JV won, Varsity lost. Me and Manda cheered 3 quarters instead of two because 29759875 people on our team werent there, whatev. I stayed for varsity because a bunch of people were there. I hung out with chris, isho and a few others. yeah, I hardly ever get to see anyone, so I was glad I stayed. Especially chris and isho...I love those boi's with the biggest passion. I came home and did nothing pretty much. I was tired, so I wasnt too up for anything.

Yesterday I slept in like no other. I just sat around all day. I was supposed to go to the auto show but of course, mom said another day. Then we were supposed to go today, yet again...mommie says another day. We go every single year and Im anxious as hell to go this year. Anyways, around 10 er 11, stephanie came home from work. She changed and we went driving. We got home around 12*30 er 1. hah, yeah we do this kinda shit all the time for no apparent reason. We watched the first half of "Scary Movie" then went to bed.

Today I slept in a little bit, but not much since I got so much sleep the night before. I got ready and mommie took me to Michael's to get scrapbooking stuff. We saw Camille there and shopped with her. Camille is my godmother and mommies best friend, fyi. Yeah, so I got all my scrapbooking shit and we went home. Dad left early this morning to go to Canada. Stephanie was at work. Mommie and Jackie went to the casino so I was left home by myself. I worked on my scrapbook for 4 and a half hours. I didnt even realize how long it was.

Everyone is home right now, unfortunatly. I wanna do something with stephanie but she's doing homework for college so I dont wanna bother her. She said we might be able to go to the movies but I have a feeling she wont end up going with me. She bought me a really cute make up bag today for no reason...I love her O:) I wanted to go to the mall today, but of course Im stuck at home. I havent gone to abercrombie in like a week...Im on withdrawal. Yeah, Lindsay knows exactly how it feels :/

Exams are all this week. I shouldnt even take them, Im gonna fail them all anyways :(

becca

So many black and white are made to be so blue...

2004-11-27T01:57:06Z

I love long weekends. I live for them <33

My mommies side of the fam came over yesterday for thanksgiving. My fam is totally krazee but so much fun, I cant even take it. We had lots of laughs, we took pictures, blah. Me, jack, steph, and brendan played texas hold 'em for a little while. I love bren<33 And of course, turkey...how could I forget?

Today, me stephanie and jack woke up early and went shopping. The mall was clustered but that's half the fun. We went to lunch at ruby tuesdays and saw tony...hawt :) mmm...this part is for lindsay--->Of course, we went to abercrombie and guess what was there, just gUeSs...yeah, an abercrombie model with his mother effin shirt off. I think I died and came back to life. I wanted to grab him...Im sorry you missed it LiNdSaY :( I love you <3

Last sunday I went with jackie to see SpOnGeBoB sQuArEpAnTs. holy fuck, that is one hilar movie. I love patrick...I'd die for him. I'd see that movie again in a split second. Go see it bitches :)

Not that Im complaining, but this long weekend is going by really slow. Im lovin it. Its only friday night...yEs. But when it comes to monday, Im gonna wanna shoot myself. Yet again, only what? two weeks til christmas break? fuck yes! Me and mommie are gonna put up the christmas tree//decorations//lights//etc up tomorrow. I cant wait. Its also what I live for.

mmm...well Im waiting for someone to call then supposedly come over. Im gonna try the whole comment thing again, sorry if it is defective. later bitches.

xOxO*beCCa

One dose of my loving, Im really gonna drive you krazee...

You grabbed my hand and you made me see...

2004-11-14T23:10:51Z

<33ShAdY

3ncore came out on friday. I got it thursday night because media play got them in around 9 er 10 and my fab sister Jack went and got me it for a surprise *how wonderful* :)

Practices for cheer already started. I thought we'd get a little more of a break but I guess not. Im usually a base for stunting...but coach made me a perminant flyer. I was very surprised. I suck anyways at flying...so yeah I should go back to basing.

Friday I went with Charday, Manda, Courteney, and Aubry to the De La Salle dance. Me, char and court forgot our ID's so Manda's hawt brother Ryan got us in. I have to admit, I havent had that much fun in a long ass time. We looked good, the guys were hawt, the DJ was pimp, and I was with some of my fave gurlies...so what more could I have asked for? Charday and court hooked me up with a kid about 45 minutes before it was over. He asked for my number...his name is Eric and he's really nyce :)

Yesterday me and mommie went to the cRaFt sHoW. We first had to drop off my 10 dozen cupcakes to the cheerleading stand or whatev. Then we got lunch and looked around. Mommie got a few things for the house and a turkey thingy for the porch, hah its so adorable. I bought some goodies from our cheer team and stuff. Later on, me and Jess went to the Dakota//Chippewa game. We only stayed for the first quarter though. Jack picked us up and we all went to coney. We came back to my house and Chris and Eric came over. We watched Simon Birch and what not...

Jessie got on the radio :) *95.5* First we called on the way to the game and she told them where we were going and stuff. We called a second time when we got to the game and he recognized Jess from the first time she called, it was amusing. So he told us to call back when the game was over to see the outcome and shiznit. We called back and Jess actually got on the air. It was pimp. "Next victim...STEVENSON" Oh god, gotta love her<33

Today I pretty much did nothing, which was annoying. I got all ready and what not and I sit on my ass all day. Whata waste. I watched a few movies, did my homework, ate, blahHh. School tomorrow...how grand is that? nOt...

PS*my comments got all screwed up on my last entry so I had to stop it...I might have it fixed later though.

beCCa

Straighten up little soldier...

So here's a finger, let me say it...

2004-11-05T23:54:53Z

<33BuTcH WaLkEr

This journal entry is dedicated to my one and only Lindsay Kaler. I love you, baby doll ;) I left my comments open...because lindsay said so :P

Wow...the Avril Lavigne concert was on wednesday. It was so encredibly amazing. Daddie got me, stephanie, and jackie a limo, of course. The driver, John, was pimp 8) I got a Butch Walker shirt, Butch Walker cd, and the American hi fi cd. Butch and Hi Fi opened the concert. After they were done, me and steph and jack got to meet them ahhhh Butch signed my cd and Hi Fi signed a poster for me. They are so hawt...specially Butch...he was so incredibly nice and has the bEsT smile O:) Anyways, Avril was amazing. She played old and new songs..ahh love her :) We had front row seats...it was fab. On the way home, John got us Taco Bell haha

Yesterday was chEEr tRyouTs. I thought I did pretty good. Me and my gurlies went at 9*00...second to last tryout. We found out after school today if we made. I made it :) Another fun ass year with my cheer babes, I cant wait. I think Im gonna start flying...we'll see 8)

xOxO*becca

Best thing you never had...

So let go, just let go...

2004-10-27T01:18:01Z

I guess you cant make someone's mind up for them. Oh, how I wish you could :(

Monday I had cheer practice. It wasnt mandatory but none of us knew that until we got there. One of the new teachers was a cheerleader before so she came to watch us practice. She thought she was cool and gave us "tips" which sucked major ass so coach just said thanks and we didnt do any of it, thank god. I think she heard me and manda laughing at her, hah. Practice today but I didnt go.

After school, Alex came to pick me up and we went to his house til 6. It was fab...I love that boi. I came home and Tim came over to help me study for my math test tomorrow since I didnt know how to do any of it. I didnt eat all day...or yesterday for that matter hah

becca

Its alright cause there is beauty in the breakdown...

Looking back, I clearly see what it is thats killing me...

2004-10-23T03:29:10Z

1,2,3,4. Come on baby, say you love me 5,6,7 times. 8,9,10,11. Im just gonna keep counting til you're mine.

mmm...its been awhile. Wie gehts?

Our last game was thursday at home against Sterling Heights. We won...so the season ended 7-2. Fab job boi's! I love you guys and you had a swell season ;)

We have like...no practices anymore. We have one on monday and thats it, except for gymnastics on thursday. I love gymnastics. I love how me and dave fight, how me and ryan beat each other at yelling, and how me and Jesse make stupid jokes up :) I love Jesse the most though, hes pimp.

I just got done downloading eighty-six "80's" songs. I love the 80's :) School was blah today...I was out of it, it was rediculous.

I kinda find it phunny how spoiled I am...yet I love it. Mommie took me to the mall today. "You are NOT getting anything this time, we are going to get ONE thing for me and we are leaving" -mom. So we stroll off to the mall. I come home with white corduroy pants, boxers, two scarfs, gloves, a cute hat and movies. Oh, how I love *not* getting anything :) She spent over a hundred dollars on me in about a half hour, hah. I was supposed to get new buttons for my celli but I forgot about it while we were there. Oh well.

I took a long bath about an hour ago. Wow, I love baths O:) Im probly gonna burn a cd, watch a movie or two and go to bed. Then sleep til hell breaks loose.

-beC

I think Im faLLing and I wont do anything to sTop it...

Any moment, everything can change...

2004-10-16T02:17:51Z

Oh my goodness...I fell in love. In love with Kelsey<33

At the kids clinic, we all got groups and all that. My girls were so effin adorable, its rediculous. It was also Katelyn, Leah, and Danielle's group. We taught them stunting, cheers, and stuff like that. They were actually really good. On thursday we had a game so we couldnt go to the clinic. Danielle wasnt there either cause apparently she was sick. Leah and Katelyn said all the girls kept asking where I was...aww. This girl, Kelsey, was in my group. I instantly fell in love with her. Shes 10 years old, in 5th grade. She goes to mohawk and has ms sonntag. Uhh, thats where I went and the teacher I had for 5th grade. Weird? Wait, it gets better. Shes wants to be a flyer and is afraid of heights...hah, me all the way. And last but not least...Leah thought we were related cause we looked so alike :)

Today was the fan frenzy game against ike. Yeah, we lost but oh well. It was still fun as all hell. My group cheered the second quarter, which was perfect cause thats when it stopped raining. It was freezing though. We waited in the stands until we had to go cheer. Kelsey sat on my lap the whole time and we cheered together :) She was so good when she cheered, and she flew. I was so happy for her. But, after 2nd quarter, all the girls had to leave. I was so sad. Specially cause Kelsey was leaving. Im gonna miss her so effin much. We were like attached at the hip...god I love her <33 I saw lindsay and kate and everybody there...that made me happier.

Free weekend...YES! Finally, time to my fucken self. But knowing me, I'll have plans everyday..ugh...I need a break, badly.

I love Kelsey so much <3

xOxO*bec

Open up the part of you that wants to hide away...

And I cant love you anymore than I do...

2004-10-12T01:30:30Z

wow...this is the first chance I got to actually sit down and write in my journal. Lets see...

Last thursday was a half day. I went out to lunch with mommie at coney and went to the mall. I had gymnastics at 3*45 and a home game against East Detroit which we won. Friday was another half day. Wow...there are not enough words to describe that day. It was so fun. Me, Erin, Candace, LINDSAY KALER, and Kate went out to lunch. Yes, I love my lindsay and we've bonded more which is always good. We all went to coney. Oh god...the little 12 year old coming up to us "Just to let you know, you girls are hott. Especially YOU!" *points to erin* haha. Me burping like no other and the guy working there "nice one!". And we cant forget about me and candace making our food masterpiece and me stealing all the jelly packets. Then we went to visit troy at his work. Me and Candace wrote on his car with lipstick. Where are your doughnuts? *haha candace* Then we drove around and shit and went home. I love those girls with a passion...

Saturday I slept in til 1 or something. I had the house to myself from about 5 til late at night so I invited Jess over. Then Chris came over. We ordered pizza and watched *Final Destination 2* Uhm...grusome movie bitches! Yet, so good. Chris left around 11 er something, idk and Jess left around 1 haha Her bro was a little on the late side.

Today...well...what can I say? I hate mondays. School was boring as fuck. Carley and Callaghan switched our fucken seats. Im not saying its BAD that Im sitting by James. I like him. I just didnt wanna move away from Kate...cause I love her :( Oh well, I can still talk to her once in awhile. I came home and sat my ass on the computer until cheer practice at 5*30 to 7*30. Practice was different today, and I liked it. I came home and Scot took me to bk cause he loves me then I came home and did my homework which I neglected to finish BEFORE cheer. God, I hate when I do that.

Tomorrow I have practice 5 to 8*30 for the Kids clinic. I cant wait. If you dont know what that is, we have 160 little kids coming to us and we are teaching them cheers and on friday, they are cheering with the varsity at the game. Its gonna be so cute, I cant wait :) Fan frenzy is on friday...YES!

g*nite...becca

No, she cant be the one that you want, that has stollen my world...

They tell you who you need to be...

2004-09-10T21:06:12Z

Wow...I havent updated in like forever. I have no time to do anything anymore cause of school and cheer.

Practice all week. Gymnastics and JV game against Ford yesterday. 44-13, Im pretty sure. Fab job boi's! :) During gymnastics, I had a good 'ol time busting my knee open. Me and Manda went to get a drink. I thought I'd run to the drinking fountain just for kicks I guess. I didnt notice there was water all over the floor. I slipped, fell, slid into the blick wall. Then at the game, I hit the SAME knee against maryann's while stunting. So I have a big ass cut across it with a purple and blue bruise around it. I was limping all day...Ima loser, thanks.

Tons of shit going on, but too lazi to explain it all...hah

Varsity game today against Ford at home. Im going with Manda and hopefully seeing everyone else up there.

Jess is spending the wHoLe weekend over my house...yEs :)

becca*

Its hard to walk when you cant even crawl...

Call me a bitch just because I speak whats on my mind...

2004-08-27T02:23:41Z

Monday::Cheer practice//gymnastics

Tuesday::Cheer practice

Wednesday::First freshman and JV football game of the season. Im so glad to be back to football. I love it more than basketball season. We got to Roseville at the end of the freshman game which they won. Our game went very well if I do say so myself. We wont 41-0.

Today::Schedules this morning. I saw everyone again...I never noticed how much I missed people. I found it kinda phunny though because I would be talking to someone then someone else would call my name and I'd talk to them than someone else would do the same and so on. I think people were starting to get mad at me lol oops, my bad. I found a good number of people with my lunch [[A]] or should I say breakfast? Well, I dont really mind because I dont eat anyways. I found very VERY few people with my classes but I know I'll find more people I know when I get there. I saw Tempio in the hall and I talked to him for awhile. God, do I love that guy! Hes my fav teacher eVeR :) I was mad I didnt get him for any of my classes but he said I can visit him whenever I want and I will.

--->first varsity game today. Wow...was that ever interesting! Started off pretty good, hung out with manda, kathleen, jess, and pretty much all the guys. But I love them so Im not complaining. Had some unexpected visitors like Melissa. I love her with a pash and I missed her like no other. Had another unexpected and unwanted visitor. It was kinda phunny though because everyone came up to me telling me he was stalking them. They also told me he was telling them to slap me and beat me up or some shit if they saw me. Why is that phunny? Because after they told me, they were laughing at him. Mmm, good job trying to make ME look bad...when you really made yourself look even worse. hah, I laugh at your stupidity, ignorance, and immaturity.

Tomorrow is the bonfire. Me and my cheer gurlies are performing. We have to go to a quick practice, the bbq, the parent meeting, then the bonfire. We dont have to stay for the actual bonfire and dance and stuff but I want to because my crew is gonna be there and other people I havent seen all summer. Its gonna be the SHIT and no one is gonna ruin it :)

becca*

YoU dOnT wAnnA fUcK w/ ShAdY...wHy?!...cAuSe sHaDy wiLL fUcKeN kiLL yOu.

But it'll do for now...

2004-08-20T03:36:44Z

Wow...fun couple of days! :)

shadysladi @ 2004-08-09T21:01:00

2004-08-10T01:01:34Z

Testing out your new journal:) I hope you like iiiiit.

<3*LiNDsAy