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Hey ladies, drop it down... [10 Sep 2005|03:01pm] [ mood | flirty ] [ music | Peaches*Operate ] Well, talk about random...Degrassi came to our mall, hah. I knew about it, but I forgot and I wasnt about to go there at 9 er 10 just to stand in line. There were only two characters anyways, and they werent my fave but I do like them. I got a picture of them because I was there anyways and I used my phone. I saw vicky there screaming her head off with her degrassi shirt she made, shes sucha cutie. I saw my wife kathleen there two, shes adorable. I got some shit, it was nyce. I got blue sweat pants from hollister, jeans from holl, and a pink shirt from holl. Then I got an army zip up which matches my army belt :) I got my homecoming dress too. Im not too sure if I like it er not. Mommie loves it and it looks good on me, but Im not sure if it says "me" but oh well, I cant return it :P I already have shoes but I still need to go shopping for jewelry and shit. Yesterday was our 3rd game at stevenson against Ford II. We won 38 to 7, good job boi's :) The game went by so effin slow but it was pretty fun. Next week we're against Anchor Bay. Come watch... Well, Im home alone doing absolutely nothing until who knows when. Jare gets off work at 4 but I think he has to go somewhere. I wanted to call ashie but shes at the mall and I dont know when she's coming back. Oh well, I'll find something to do. The most random thing happened to me this morning. The light in my walk in closet went out. It hasnt gone out in 93275857 years. So I couldnt see my clothes er do my make up in there. It took me so long to get ready...hah. becc_a Im feeling less defined as the days go by...

I've been lying my ass off... [22 Aug 2005|02:02pm] [ mood | confused ] [ music | Middle Of Nowhere*Hot hot heat ] wow, I really do need to update more often. Im either too lazy to or too bizzy to. oh well. Yesterday I went to a bunch of acres about 45 minutes away with jarrod and ashley. We took his 4 wheeler and his dune buggy. We got there and I took the quad while they took the dune buggy. They came back to his truck and it had a flat tire, just our luck. So Jon had to come and get us a new tire. haha whata life saver :) It was mostly all dirt trails but there was some mud too. Jarrod wouldnt go in it so I did. My shoes were no longer white, same with my legs. And I almost ruined Jares fox shirt :P Ashley wanted to get dirrty too so I took her through the mud. We stayed til about 9ish then left. Ashhhhie slept over...I love her :) School is so soon, it makes me sick. We had no summer. And its gonna be a long winter. Cougar days are already gone and what not. My classes are pretty effin sweet and I have charday with me the whole effin day so how much better could it get? Oh yeah, I dont have lunch with Jarrod and I doubt I get to see him all day. Fucken chippewa, they suck :( I've been bizzy a lot with cheerleading. We've been working on our routine for bon fire which is gonna fucken blow everyone away. Yeah, we're awesome. Our first football game is on friday so be there BITCHES. Roseville is going down ;) I was planning on getting a job just for the fuck of it but now I cant because I wont have time with school and cheer. That kinda blows because I was gonna work with ashie. Well, less work I have to do. I've done a lot of fucken up lately and I need to make up for it. And believe it er not, I will. If I dont, I'll only lose the best thing I've worked for and Im not about to go and let that happen. Fuck other people. becca./ I want to hate you half as much as I hate myself...

You're cute when you scream... [01 Aug 2005|04:49pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | - - - - - - - ] This weekend was a blast. Saturday--me and Jarrod left at 6 in the morning for the sand dunes which is about 4 hours away. We got there, went in line for awhile, got to the front, and we were told we had to get a voucher. So then we went to get a voucher. We talked to these two women who said they'd been waiting for over an hour and a half. We were like...great. I parked the truck and Jarrod went to get a voucher. We got one right away because we were taking the truck as an off roading vehicle and everyone else wanted to park theirs. We were lucky. So we went in line again and got in. We parked, went to the bathroom, put the 10 ft flags on, took air out of the tires, and got ready to go. Jarrod took his four wheeler while I drove his truck. I followed him and we waited in another line to actually get to the dunes. I went into a seperate line and they asked if I had alcohol and I left. We took a long sandy road to the dunes. We finally got there and I got the truck stuck on the first dune because I had never done it before. Jarrod showed me how and we got over it. We drove a little bit then tried going up another one to get to the beach. I couldnt get up the hill but Jarrod did with his quad. Jarrod tried getting the truck up but he couldnt either. He only has street tires on his truck. So I took his quad and he took his truck. He went around all the dunes and finally got to the beach. We parked and he left. It was awesome after that. There was a beautiful beach that we parked in front of. There were so many people there. Trucks, dune buggies, four wheelers, dirt bikes, and uhh everything else. One guy brought his exploror and ran right through a 3 ft puddle. The engine got fucked up and you could see the water spilling from under the car. It was kinda funny, whatta dumbass. We left around 6 er so. We put the quad back into the truck instead of driving it seperatly because it would be easier since we were leaving. It was a bitch to get back in the truck because it was full of wet sand but we did it. I drove the truck all the way outta the dunes and to the gas station where we filled up the tires with air. Then we left...another four hour ride. I love the sand dunes. Sunday--Went on the boat with mommie, daddie, jack, and jake. Jack and jake were annoying but yeah. We went to gull island. I drove for a little while. We stayed at the island for a few hours. I was relaxing in the tube most of the time, waiting for all the waves to come and move me. It was funny. Me and daddie took a walk for a little bit. There were so many dogs there. About 10 on just one side of the island. They were so cute. We left the island which was a pain in the ass because we were digging up sand but the people who were next to us helped us out. We drove down the canal and by canada. Then we went home. Im in love with my donzi<33 Today I went to the mall with mommie and stuff. Im probly doing nothing for the rest of the night. Maybe going to barrymores to visit Jarrod. Im not sure yet. Yeah, later... beccA. Watch me as I navigate. ha ha ha ha HA.

Why tread so carefully? For the fourth time, Im okay... [22 Jul 2005|08:52am] [ mood | amused ] [ music | Fall Out Boy*Pros & Cons of Breathing ] hah, I think it's been awhile. I got back from cheer camp with my girlies yesterday. I had so much fun. Which was surprising because the two years before that, I hated it. We all got so close and had so much fun. We won two 1st place trophies, we were the camp champs, all three dakota teams had the most ribbons through camp, and the JV and frosh won a bunch of things too. And I love Lizzie...because we did our stunts perfect ;) Yesterday I came home, unpacked, took a shower, ate REAL food, then went to the mall with Jack. I got a shirt from abercrombie and a shirt from hollister. Then went out to dinner with the fam. Today I slept in til about 12 er 1, took a shower, went to barrymores with Jarrod for a bit, then went to the mall with mommie. She bought me a pair of diamond silver earrings and two cheerleading picture frames that are just adorable. Everyone is gone this week. I was gone, then daddie. Then stephanie and now Jarrod. This is the week to leave, weird. For some reason, I couldnt get on my screenname for the past two weeks er so. I could get online on jarrods computer. I could get on the internet and my computer worked, it was just my screenname and everyone else who tried on my computer. I randomly tried to sign on today and it let me. Strange, but Im not gonna complain. Daddie brought the boat home today, we had to fix a few things that the dock wouldnt do. We're gonna put it back in our slip this weekend, I think. I love my donzi :) I've been pretty much just watching tv, going on the computer, and playing Midnight Club 3 Dub Edition since dinner. Im so glad to be home. Well, later guys. becca./ I stopped treading carefully. I told you I was fucking fine...

I wanna thank you cause you made me that much stronger... [05 Jul 2005|08:17pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Seether*Needles ] I got burned by a bottle rocket thing yesterday. It hurt like all fuck...but I laugh about it now, hah. Jarrod has two jobs now. He's getting paid fucken good for shit he loves and is the best at but I hardly get to see him now. He has work in the morning til 4 then he goes to his other job til 9 er 10. Gotta love it, right? Well, I've been doing nothing except tanning and swimming in my sweet ass pool, bitches. I need to go shopping, badly. Im on withdrawal. I went to my uncle Jimmys on saturday for his annual 4th party he has every year. Brendan brought his girlfriend. She's okay I guess...but I wish she wouldnt have been there because he doesnt just talk to us. He pays more to her, but whatev. I love him, he's like my big brother. Me stephie and jarrod shot off shit yesterday. Then I got burned, so I stopped hah. I hate fakes. I hate the nieve. I hate drama-ers. I hate followers. I hate wanna-bes. I hate those who lie about themselves to make them more appealing to others [which never works anyways]. I hate tattle-tails. I hate goody two shoes. I hate the ditzy. I hate the emotional. hah. I know, right? becca. After every hit we take...

Nothing bends, it only breaks into pieces and pieces... [28 Jun 2005|01:42pm] [ mood | annoyed ] [ music | Joe*Stutter ] Well, Jarrod is back...thank goodness. I go krazee without that boy :) Nothing too exciting. We finally opened our pool after being 324958275 days late. Theres a crack in one of the walls of it so yeah. But it's all good now and I think me and Jarr are gonna go swimming when he gets back from work. I miss school...and my friends<3 Me and mommie went to the mall a few days ago and she bought me capri pants from hollister. They're so cuTe on me :) I had to go get a physical today for cheerleading. Im apparently dying. Yeah...there's no point of those physicals. It takes 5 minutes, 30 bucks, and nothing is ever wrong with you. Oh well...give the school what they want. I went to the hospital again with Jarrod yesterday. His family, his uncle and aunt, his grandparents, and amys two girlfriends were there. We celebrated amys birthday. She's so sweet, I love her. We left, went to Jarrods, then watched the Italian Job at my house til about 11. Im so mixed up with the cheer schedule right now, I dont even know whats going on. Coach is apparently calling all of us to tell us. I love cheer but cheer in the summer? Fuck that shit, bitch. Maybe august, but not before that. I want my summer for myself...not for cheer. Im gonna go wait for a call from coach, Jarrod to get off work, and probly go see what stephanie is doing. Laterrr kiddos. beCCa./ Keep my heart somewhere drugs dont go...

You've gotta help me out... [21 Jun 2005|05:49pm] [ mood | sad ] [ music | The Killers*Andy, You're A Star ] wow...Im pretty damn bored right now. I miss Jarrod, a lot. He went to Missouri for this competition thing in engineering because he was the VICA state champion er something. He's not coming back til saturday. It's only tuesday and Im already losing it. Oh well, hope it goes by fast... I've been doing, well lets see, nothing. Yeah, nothing. I've been sitting around. I've been doing errands with mommie. I went to the mall with her today, where I saw Duff and Mike...eff yeah. I miss my friends. I miss school. I miss actually having a life. But I miss Jarrod ten times more than all that... I've got gymnastics today at 7*30...mmm cant wait. Im not exactly excited for it. Rel should be coming so Im glad about that. I really really hope Charday and Mandi come. I love my cheer girlies. They're so cute<3 beccA I've got soul but Im not a soldier...

It's time to get hype... [12 Jun 2005|03:28pm] [ mood | distressed ] [ music | Kung FuFighting ] Wow, it's been...forever. I'd say life is almost perfect right now. We had cheer clinics all week from 3*30 to 5*30. I was sore, but it was expected. I havent done cheer in a few months er something. Tryouts were friday. Me, Rel, and Ashlyn went at 4*30 and I'd say we did pretty damn good because we made vArSiTy cHeEr bAbY. Yeah, two years of freshman and JV have finally paid off. Even though they kinda paid off just being on them. This season is gonna be different, wild, and krazee with my girlies. Oh and Charday--The road is DEF gonna be good this year! Today, Jack-attack woke me up around 11. We both got ready and went to the mall. She won 50 bucks in poker yesterday so she bought something at hollister. She bought me a coffee and we looked around. We went driving for a little bit then went to another store. I came home and went to Meijer with mommie. She needed to get a few gardening stuff and what not. And who do I see there? My sweetheart Jimmy of course :) Ya know why? Cause Im awesome. Love ya Jimmy<3 Yesterday I went to the mall with mommie and she bought me another skirt from hollister. Uhm, I love mommie :) I spent the rest of the day with Jarrod pretty much. We went to see The Pacifier. That was a fucken awesome movie. Specially since Vin Diesel is uhm...hawt ;) We came home and did nothing for awhile. Then around 10 me, Jarr, and Stephanie went to Lifetime to swim. Thursday night, Stephanie and Tim got into a car accident. Tim was driving Stephanie's car. They were turning left onto 21 from Romeo and a young kid ran the red light and totalled their car. Tim broke his wrist/hand. Stephanie bruised her back. They both have cuts on their wasteline from the seatbelt. They are so lucky that's all they walked away with. The whole front end is gone and there are dents all over the car because they did a 360. Since the taurus is officially gone, hah, Stephanie's getting a mustang. Which she was gonna get anyways, but now she's getting it sooner than planned. I love Stephanie and Timothy<33 A few days ago, me and Jarr went to see Hitch. That's a really good movie. I think every guy should have to see it, hah. I havent done a lot of anything else this past week because I've been so tired from cheer every single day, but I'll get used to it. Last week of school, great yet sad. I wanna leave school but I really really dont. Gotta love finals! This summer is going to be the best though...so I have a fucken lot to look forward to. The fun never stops. Well, Im gonna go occupy myself. Enjoy this semi-beautiful yet hot day, loVers. Laterrr *becca Smiling in the pictures that you would take...

On the field I remember you were incredible... [30 May 2005|03:27pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | The Killers*On Top ] Gorgeous day today, if I do say so myself. This weekend was relaxing, mainly because it was long which is always nice. Summer is slowly approaching and I cant fucken wait. It's going to be one of the best summers. Specially with my cutie Isho...we have bIg pLans :P hah. And of course with Jessie, because she's my loVer and Jarrod because Im in love with him ;) Mommie went to New York all weekend. She came home at 1*30 last night, and of course me stephanie and jack waited up for her because we HAD to find out what she got us. She got herself two really cute kate spade purses and a new york shirt which looks awesome on her...she's hawt 8) She got me the new tiffany double heart necklace and bracelet, and a hard core army belt which is fucken sweet. She got us all 5 er 6 purses. She got a pink and white coach, a blue coach, the new tote coach with colorful C's all over it, a blue kate spade with white poka dots and pink hearts, a LV with cherrys, three matching wallets for two of the coach and the kate spade, the tiffany lock necklace *which my hawtie Lindsay also has ;)*, the oval tiffany necklace and bracelet, some other belts, and three hats that have new york on them. I think that's it...I cant remember, hah. Mommie is planning for us all to go back to new york sometime in june so we can get more shit. She said she would have gotten more but they had hardly any time to shop and she didnt have enough room left to take them home. Oh well, cant wait til we all go! :D I was pretty much stuck at home all weekend since mommie was gone. I cleaned the whole downstairs for her, yeah I was that bored. Me, Stephanie, Tim, and Julie went to barrymores at like 10 at night, I think saturday night. That was fun as hell. I went to see The Longest Yard with Jack and Jake. I hate them..I hope they go away :) But the movie was so good. I wanna go see it again. It was funny as all hell. Jarr should be coming over soon so Im gonna go outside er something til he gets hurrr. Later kiddos. becca Smile like you mean it...

She just cant stop telling lies... [18 May 2005|03:20pm] [ mood | working ] [ music | The Killers*Midnight Show ] Im offically 16; yay for mE :) Sunday night, me stephanie mommie and jarrod left for cedar point. We spent the whole night at the hotel; in the pool and what not. I slept with jarrod for a little bit at night but I had to go back in my bed at 12. Then I woke up at like 6 and went back to his bed. It was more comfortable than mine, hah. Monday morning, we went to get breakfast then went to cEdAr pOiNt. Wow, was that fucken fun. The new Max Air was awesome. It doesnt look as bad as it does on the commercial. The dragster was closed the whole day, dont know why. Mommie won me a huge pink elephant because she did the guessing game and they thought she was 9 years younger than she actually is. I love it, it was a breeze 8) We went back to the hotel at like noon and packed then went back to cedar point to eat lunch and finish going on rides. FYI: my fave is the Raptor :) Always has been, always will be. I didnt go on the millenium force though, which is my second fave. I was gonna but I wasnt feeling too good by the end of the day. We got home around 9 er so but I hadnt done any of my homework for god aweful reasons and I was tired as fuck so mommie said I didnt have to go to school on tuesday. I mean, it's a half day-speed schedule. What's the point? Yeah, I am one awesome person! :) I was glad to go back to school today, it was nice. I missed everyone. Specially Jimmy and Duffy :P Today was the world cup championship soccer thing for foreign languages. Uhm, I think I heard one language was undefeated. Which one was it? Uhm, eh, oh yeah... DEUTSCHKLASSE BITCH! yeah...that's what I thought. German class fucken rocks. Im very satisfied by the things I got for my birthday. I got a new pink phone cover, hollister "Autumn" perfume, an abercrombie shirt, a hollister tank top, a hollister skirt, hollister certificate, money, and of course...my beautiful trip to cedar fucken point. Now, I'd say I had a fucken spectacular sweet 16! xO.becca I wanna stand up, I wanna let go...

It's kinda krazee babe, how I remember things... [13 May 2005|05:35pm] [ mood | optimistic ] [ music | Jojo*Not That Kinda Girl ] Got my computer back. Laptop isnt working yet though. We apparently had four viruses and one was taking over our computer, hah. Jarrod left for upnorth about 45 minutes ago, oh well. Im supposed to do a bunch of fun shit this weekend cause my birthday is on Monday. Supposedly, me Jarrod mommie and stephanie are driving to cedar point on sunday night and we're going there on monday. Mommie keeps going back and forth. We'll see what eventually happens. Well, that's all for right now. Im gonna go play DDR er something... How could you, how could you just FoRgEt about mE? xO.beck Dance, there's nothin there for me to do but dAnCe...

I know your desire is to be desired... [08 May 2005|07:24pm] [ mood | curious ] [ music | Akon*Lonely ] Happy Mother's Day :) Eh, it's cute. I love it Jarrod is a butthead and got his truck taken away for a week because he lied about something that he didnt even need to lie about. Ugh, gotta love that kid 8) Last night I went with Jarrod to Matt's house because he was having a party. He brought a bunch of alcohol and made jello shots and shit. It was fun. Jarrod got drunk; funny as hell. And so did everyone else. Beer bongs are so phunny to watch people use. I didnt really drink because I didnt feel like having a hangover the next day and I thought I'd have to hide it when I got home and I didnt wanna deal with it. I got home around 1 er so and it turns out, I could have gotten away with it because my parents were asleep. It would have been so easy, oh well. There's always a nExT tImE ;) This morning I woke up around 10 and I went with Jarrod to his aunts sisters house to help her pack. She's moving to Cali. Jarrod fell asleep on the middle of the floor at one point and I just kept on packing by myself and I saw two spiders and I freaked out and woke up Jarrod to kill them, hah. But they were huge, like the size of my hand 8) She lived across from the beach. It was beautiful. We saw a fraiter and stuff. Jarrod took me on the beach and I put my feet in the water and oh my goodness I loved it. We got home around 6 and went to New Moon for mommies day. Katie was working and we were being a pain the ass to each other. That's what we're good for :) Well, Im gonna see if someone will drive me to Jarrods house because he's a loser. Laterrr [my birthday is in 8 days...] I thought you said that you'd come find me...

Im so drawn to you, like a fool... [05 May 2005|05:04pm] [ mood | indifferent ] [ music | Kelly*One Word ] Im kinda bored, waiting here for Jarrod, so I decided to update :) I was supposed to go with stephanie and tim to the batting cages at CJ's but I decided not to. Last time I went, you get 22 trys er something to hit the ball and I missed every single one and I was seriously trying. Stephanie even tried helping me. Im just not the baseball kinda girl, I'll stick with cheerleading :P So Im gonna go some places with Jarrod. Hopefully he'll take me tanning again :) I need to buy a new phone cover. I have five of them but I dont like them, and I think I broke two of 'em, hah. My Von Dutch one has a broken clip at the top and so does my D&G one. My coach one is cute, which Im using now but the buttons are worn out because I text message so much. Bad me. I hope this weekend is fun. This week has been kind of a bitch and I could use a break. Im supposed to do something with Jessie so I hope that goes well. And I hope she has fun at pRoM tomorrow :* I Love You Jessie. It's so beautiful out today, it makes me smile :) I did a few things for mommie outside. Then me and stephanie took commie for a walk. He's such a goofball but I love that dogg. She tried to get me to walk to 7-11 after we already took a walk. I dont think so buddyyy. mmm well Im gonna wait for Jarrod because he's slow and hopefully do something outside the rest of the day. See ya at school, bitches. xO.becca I can do it, put your ass into it...

Cant you see you're the only one I really want... [30 Apr 2005|10:26pm] [ mood | anxious ] [ music | Bowling For Soup*Almost ] >> Name: Becca >> Age: 15 >> Birthday: May 16th >> School: Dakota >> Eyes: blue >> Hair: dark brown >> Height: 5'3 >> Shoe Size: 7 er 8 >> Who lives with you: mommie, daddie, stephanie, jackie >> When is your bedtime?: whenever I pass out HAVE YOU EVER... >> Flown on a plane: yes >> Ever been so drunk you blacked out: yeah >> Missed school because it was raining: nope >> Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: yes >> Put a body part on fire for amusement: almost >> Had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: a long time ago >> Been hurt emotionally: yes >> Kept a secret from everyone: yes >> Had an imaginary friend: yes >> Wanted to hook up with a friend: nope >> Ever thought an animated character was hot?: hell yeah >> Cut your hair: of course >> Had crush on a teacher?: nope SOME FAVORITES... >> Shampoo: brilliant brunette >> Color: pink >> Day/Night: night >> Summer/Winter: summer >> Lace or Satin: satin >> Cartoon Character: cartman >> Fave Food: cheese, maybe >> Fave Advertisement: couldnt tell you at the moment >> Fave Drink: orange juice >> Person to talk to online: most people >> Fave sport: cheerleading >> Fave Car: i have a lot >> Fave sports stars: Ben Wallis RIGHT NOW... >> Wearing: pink cheer shorts, white tank >> Eating: i dont let myself eat after 8 >> Drinking: nothing >> Thinkin bout: Jarrod >> Listening to: Crossfade IN THE LAST 24 HRS... >> Cried: nope >> Worn jeans: yes >> Done laundry: mommie does it >> Drove a car: nope >> Talked on the phone: yes >> Kissed someone: not today :( >> Said "I love you": yes DO YOU BELIEVE IN... >> Yourself: of course >> Your friends: yes >> Santa Claus: no >> Tooth Fairy: no >> Destiny/Fate: yes >> Angels: yes >> Ghosts: yeahh >> UFO's: hah, no FRIENDS AND LIFE... >> Do you ever wish you had another name?: nope I love my name >> Do you like anyone?: yes, Jarrod. >> Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Jessie er Manda >> Who have you known the longest of your friends: Chris er Joe >> Who's the loudest: Kate >> Are you close to any family members?: stephanie, my sister >> Who's the weirdest?: nash >> Who do you go to for stuff?: stephanie >> Who do you hang out with the most?: Jarrod >> When you cried the most: when tanner died >> What time is it now?: 10*41 HAVE YOU EVER... 1. Kissed your cousin: nope 2. Ran away: naww 3. Pictured your crush naked: how about seen? ;) 4. skipped school: yes 5. Broken someone's heart: many unfortunatly 6. Been in love: yes 7. Cried when someone died: yepp 8. Wanted someone you knew you couldn't have: nope 10. Done something embarrasing: hah, yeah 11. Done a drug: yepp 12. Cried in school: yes 13. Coke or Pepsi: coke 14. Sprite or 7UP: 7up 15. Girls or Guys: guys 17. Scruff or Clean shaved: clean 18. Blondes or Brunettes: brunettes 19. Bitchy or Slutty: bitchy 20. Tall or Short: tall 21. Pants or Shorts: shorts, sometimes 22. Night or Day: night 23. What do you notice first: hair, eyes 24. Last person you slow danced with: Jimmy 25. Worst Question To Ask: are you gonna cry? THE LAST TIME YOU... 26. Showered: this morning 27. Stepped outside: a few hours ago 28. Had Sex: wednesday 29. Romantic memory: every moment with Jarrod RANDOMS... 30. Your Good Luck Charm: i dont really have one 31. Person You Hate Most: hah, i wont say 32. Best Thing That Has Happened: Jarrod 33. On your desk: printer, cds, pens, blahh 34. Picture on your desktop: "Jarrod Loves Becca Forever" 35. Color: blurple 36. Movie: tommy boy 37. Artist: butch walker 38. Cars: hummer 39. Ice Cream: chocolate 40. Season: spring 41. Breakfast Food: bacon WHO... 42. Makes you laugh the most: stephanie 43. Makes you smile: Jarrod 44. Can make you feel better no matter what: tim 45. Has A Crush On You: let me count. no, you count. im lazy. 46. Do You Have A Crush On Someone: yes 47. Who Has it easier? Girls or Guys?: guys, but I cant confirm that DO YOU EVER... 49. Sit by the phone waiting for a phone call all night: sometimes, from Jarrod. 50. Save AIM conversations: randomly 51. Save E-mails: sometimes 52. Forward secret E-mails: nope 53. Wish you were someone else: not at all 54. Wish you were a member of the opposite sex: nope 55. Wear calogne: abercrombie and fitch 56. Kiss: yes 57. Cuddle: yes 58. Go online for longer than eight hours at a time: hah, not straight HAVE YOU EVER... 59. Fallen for your best friend?: yes 60. Made out with JUST a friend?: yes 61. Kissed two people in the same day?: yes 62 Had sex with two different people in the same day?: nope 63. Been rejected: nope 64. Been in love?: yes 65. Been in lust?: oh yeah 66. Used someone?: yes 67. Been used?: yes, once 68. Cheated on someone?: yes 69. Been cheated on?: no 70. Been kissed?: yes 71. Done something you regret?: i dont regret things i've done, only things i havent done WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON... 72. You touched?: mommie er stephanie 73. You talked to?: chris 74. You hugged?: Jarrod 75. you instant messaged?: chris 76. You kissed?: Jarrod 77. You yelled at?: i cant remember 78. You thought about?: Jarrod 79. Who text messaged you?: Jarrod 80. Who broke your heart?: not gonna say 81. who told you they loved you?: Jarrod DO YOU... 82. Color your hair?: yes 83. Have tattoos?: nope 84. Have piercings?: yes 85. Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?: yes 86. Own a webcam?: nope 87. Own a thong?: yes, many 88. Ever get off the damn computer?: yeah, im not usually on 89. Sprechen Sie Deutsch?: JA! Ich habe keine Beine :P 90. Habla espanol?: nein, ich spreche deutsch 91. Quack?: quack HAVE YOU / DO YOU / ARE YOU... 92. Stolen anything?: nope 93. Smoke?: weed, thats it 94. Schizophrenic?: nope 95. Obsessive?: with Eminem 96. Compulsive?: nope 97. Obsessive compulsive?: nope 98. Panic?: nope 99. Anxiety?: nope 100. Depressed?: nope I like your pants around your feet. I like the dirt that's on your knees. I like the way you still say please, While you're looking up at me. You're like my favorite damn disease. I love the places that we go. I love the people that you know. I love the way you cant say no. I like the freckles on your chest. I like the way you like me best. I hope you enjoyed my long random outburst. I got bored And figured I'd do this little thing I found on a survey website ;) G*night;becca ...and everything I need.

I'll be your lover tonight... [27 Apr 2005|07:35pm] [ mood | energetic ] [ music | Pretty Ricky*Grind On Me ] My goodness, I have missed the rain! People are bummed out that it's raining. I love it. I mean, yeah, I wish it was 80 degrees again but rain is fun and a lot better than snow. It's so peaceful :) Yes, yes...it's true...I dont even have my permit yet! YES! I love it 8) Oh well, I'll get it whenever. I drive either way so who cares, hah. Everyone is complaining. "Oh my god, I cant fucken wait to get my license so I can get outta here." Yeah, it's sweet as hell to have your license and car but dude seriously, where the hell are you gonna go? You cant leave the Mac and you most likely have no car and no gas money. And if you do, congrats. I just find it amusing. No one thinks before they speak, honestly. But yes, I cant wait to get my license too :) No one is home and Im kinda bored. Jarrod left because he had to go to his police thing er whatever and he wont be back until 8 er 8*30 so yeahhh. Im pretty much just being an idiot, as usual. I enjoy it. I was gonna make pudding to surprise mommie but of course we dont have milk. We have milk 364 days outta the year and THIS had to be the day. Ugh, morons :P StOp tHe drAmA ;) That's my slogan right now. People need to get over their problems and try to enjoy life. You're only a kid for so long. Fuck boys, they are stupid and can never make up their minds. Fuck girls, they're whores, liars, and drama queens. Fuck parents, they're always gonna be a pain in your ass. Fuck school, it's not THAT hard and you can do it if you shut up and pay attention. Fuck death, cheat it and you're more than likely not gonna die. So what's bad now? Didnt get that skirt you wanted daddie to buy you? Suck it up, hah. Mommie said she'd pay me a hundred bucks to help her like next week er something with her sewing project for this guy. She has her own business type dealie. She does car interiors, boat interiors, anything that can be sewn. I get money if I help her and I'm more than glad to do it. Even if I wasnt getting paid. It's just an added bonus from mommie. I think Im gonna go to this one place and get a job. I dont need a job because mommie buys me pretty much everything I want and Im a spoiled little brat but I still want one. Then I can save up for the car that mommie and daddie are buying me...Ooh well. I want a job for the hell of it :) Im gonna go amuse myself...laterr beck. Well if you wanted honestly, that's all you had to say...

It was only a kiss... [24 Apr 2005|04:00pm] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | The Killers*Mr.Brightside ] Wow, I havent updated since like five years ago. Im gonna try to update a lot more. I've just been bizzy lately. Happy six months Jarrod. I love you baby<3 Cheer banquet was awhile ago. That was fun. I missed those girls so much. Well...most at least :) We all got athletic awards and we got individual awards. It was really nice. I enjoyed it... I've been trying to fix my laptop lately but it's not working too well so I've used my other computer which Im on right now. Im getting my new keyboard in for my laptop soon, hopefully that helps. I got a really bad virus on this computer. I dont even know how but Im gonna see if Jarrod will fix it when he comes home today. Jarrod's mad at me again. I always seem to screw something up, dont I? Whatever I say and do is wrong and it just kinda happens. I cant help it. My punishment is that I wont be able to see him til 7 er 8 tonight. Yay... :/ Yesterday, Jarrods sister was supposed to get Eminem tickets for me, stephanie, jack, and herself and all that and she ended up only getting tickets for herself and her boyfriend. I was a little ticked off. Not at the fact that she didnt get them, but the fact she didnt tell us she wasnt gonna get them. If I had know earlier, I would have gone to stand in line myself because that's what I did for the last eminem concert and that was fyne with me. So when Jack got off of work, we went to get the tickets. Mom was acting stupid and she didnt wanna pay for them even though she knows Im fucken obsessed; hello: look at my room. Anyways, we took stephanies credit card to pay for them and the lady wouldnt take it because it wasnt ours. So we tried using Jacks credit card but she didnt have 400 bucks on it. We went to two ATM's in the mall and they were out of service er some shit. We waited another half an hour at the mall for stephanie to get off work and she used her credit card and we finally got the tickets. They arent the best seats since we got screwed over about 5 times but they are good enough for me. If they add on another show, I'll get better tickets and sell the old ones. Sounds good to me :) The weather blows outside. I wont even go outside. I tried that yesterday when I went to the mall, sprint, and tanning with Jack. My hair was no longer straight, it started to curl. Ugh. I wont go outside today unless it stops. I thought it was starting to be spring since it was 82 out last week. That's michigan for you ;) Well, I was planning on being with Jarrod right now but no, of course not. Now I have to wait til like 7 er something. What the hell am I supposed to do til then? Fuck that. beCCa. ...it was only a kiss.

And I almost had you... [12 Apr 2005|04:23pm] [ mood | giddy ] [ music | Alicia Keys*Karma ] It's been beautiful out this past week er so. It makes me smile. Schools a bitch, as usual. But we only have like two months, right? Yeah, report cards on friday. Cant wait... I've been going tanning every day with Jarrod. Im getting pretty tan...well compared to before at least. Jarrod bought me two weeks worth of tanning. Ahh, you gotta love him. I cant see him til 7 tonight because he's working til then and he had tennis right after school. I only see him at lunch which blows. But you gotta make sacrifices. Yeah, Im at kind of a loss of words here. I cant remember what I've been doing lately. I've been outside a lot I guess, since its been so effin nice out. I think I might go outside now, or take a nap. Something to get all the stress off my back. beccA ...but I guess that doesnt cut it.

You left a stain on every one of my good days... [05 Apr 2005|11:08pm] [ mood | guilty ] [ music | Gwen*Holla Back Girl ] Well, Bailey is now in heaven. What can I say? Second dog to be put to sleep in a year. I've been going tanning with Jack a lot. I have a report due on thursday that is on any topic of history which is due on thursday and I havent even started. I need to go work out. Im not fat; I just need my four pack back and I my strength back. Mommie bought me a really cute pair of green towel like capri pants. Im excited to wear them. Jarrod fixed my laptop except for the keyboard which I am getting a new one. It beeps really loud when you turn it on because the keyboard doesnt work well. I cant wait til it's fixed so I dont go deaf. I want a four wheeler so bad. I was riding Jarrod's a lot during break and I fell in love. I hope daddie will buy me one maybe in the summer O:) I need to go shoe shopping. Badly. I need more flip flops. Even though I have some already. Tomorrow is holocaust day for sophomores. I'm so skipping. Fuck, I'd rather sleep in than go to that. Jimmy should be skipping too. Maybe we'll do something... I need to call Jarrod. And maybe read. Yes, read. Good night. becca I knew a better life existed but thought that I missed it...

I bet you torched your house with your own hands... [30 Mar 2005|11:02pm] [ mood | accomplished ] [ music | Limp Bizkit*Behind Blue Eyes ] I'd have to say, for not having a vacation...this break has been pretty damn good if I do say so myself. I'm at Jarrod's house right now. I'm on his laptop while he's fixing mine. I have a computer at home that I use but my dad had this old laptop that was broken and he just never got around to fixing it. He told me if I fix it, I can have it. So I made Jarrod a deal and he's fixing it for me. We went to Jon's house earlier to see if he could do anything. He didnt really do anything but Jarrod got it to work there. Then Jon had to go to tennis with his dad so we came back here and Jarrod is fixing it as we speak, er as I speak. mmm...Sunday, me and Jarrod went to matts. First we went and got alcohol and then went to his house. He wasnt there yet so we chilled with his sister and her boyfriend. He came home and we went downstairs. I met all of Jarrod and Matts friends and Jarrod played poker for a little bit. We left around 12 er so. Yesterday I woke up kinda early and me, Jarrod, and Jon went to someplace with mud, hills, and trails...and we went fourwheeling with Jarrods hawt ass quad. They went on it more than I did because I had only been on it a few times. Then towards the end, Jarrod took me. Jarrod and Jon got muddy as fuck, they drove home in their boxers. I got some what muddy but not much because Jarrod tried avoiding the puddles for me. Stupid me; I wore my good sixty dollar hollister jeans and got them full of mud. Well, after that...we dropped Jon off at his house then went to Jarrod's house. He hosed off his clothes, took a shower, then we went to my house. We took forever to get one of my hoses to work but we finally got it. I cleaned off his quad which took forever...it had like 25 pounds worth of mud on it, hah. After that was done, I went in and washed my muddy face off then we dried off the four wheeler so he could teach me how to ride it myself. It's a manual, which is something I didnt know how to use but it actually wasnt that hard. I started driving it with Jarrod on the back of it in case I fucked it up er something then after awhile I started riding it around the block by myself. I took stephanie on it too, she loved it. Me and Jarrod put it away after awhile and went to my house for the night. Today Jarrod came over around 11 er so and we took his quad out again. Jarrod mostly did wheelies on it, it's so awesome cause he does it so high. I took stephanie on it and we went around the neighborhood. It stalled out around one of the corners because I slowed it down too much on accident. It wouldnt start and I thought I broke it but the kill switch was off cause I knocked it. We drove back home and Jarrod tried teaching stephanie how to ride it. She started it too fast and almost fell off and almost hit our mail box. After that, she wasnt allowed to drive it and she didnt want to either, hah. Out of all people to not drive it good, it was her. I was surprised but it was funny as fuck. Then we went to his grandma's house, Matt's house, then Ultimate toys to look at motorcycles and quads. He had some cute quads and I liked a few of the cycles a lot. But he's such a rip off. After that, we went out to the water for a little bit and to a park. There were these two boys trying to feed shit to the swans. They were immitating the noises too. It was so hilarious but I would have laughed if they had gotten bitten :P yeah, so I'm gonna go check up on Jarrod and my laptop then go home and what not. laterrr. xo.becka So deep that I didnt even scream...

I am all you've ever wanted... [25 Mar 2005|05:00pm] [ mood | gloomy ] [ music | Will Smith*Switch ] SpRiNg bReAk bitches, you better effin enjoy it. Im on daddies laptop right now because my computer wont let me get onto the internet. Not aol er my screen name er anything, just websites and such. Every once in a while it kicks me off my screen name though. Im not exactly sure whats wrong with it. But I've been trying to fix it all day and Im gonna try to go buy something to delete windows xp and I'll reinstall it. I havent updated in awhile, as usual, so this may take a few. Anyways... Last weekend was fun as hell. Saturday morning, me and Jarrod left at 5 in the morning to go up north for the day. Only us two went. He has a house up there and so does everyone else in his family, hah. It was about a 4 hour ride up there but I slept most of the time. We stopped for breakfast about halfway through. We got up there and we stopped at his uncles house to visit him for a few. He's really nice and I love his house. After that, we stopped at his aunts moms house. He took his snowmobile off the trailer and took me snowmobiling for the first time. It was so awesome. Usually he goes 150 miles an hour. He took me about 50 at the most and I was freaking out, haha. He took me down the field and then in the woods for awhile. Then he let me drive it myself, that was fucken awesome. Then we went to his cabin. We went inside for a little bit and it was colder inside than it was outside because when they arent up there, they turn the heat off. Then we went outside and put his dune buggy onto his trailer. That took a good hour er so. It kept coming off the tracks of the wood when we were putting it on. One time it got stuck and Jarrod had to get his tractor out to pull it off. But we finally got it and went back home. Another four hours, which most of the time I slept of course. It started snowing, which sucked ass but whatev. I dont really recalect what I did sunday er the rest of the week but Im trying my best. We only had four days of school this week because of good friday...and now spring break. Eff yeah. The week seemed to go by very slow, but that's not unusual. School was pretty boring, since the teachers didnt want us to learn anything new and forget it over break. Jarrod picked me up from school on Wednesday and we went to his tennis practice at peach tree. I did whatever homework I had and watched him play. Stephanie called me and I told her where I was. She goes to peach tree too and she wanted to come. She told me she wasnt going to but she showed up and surprised me. After his practice, I met his coach; then Jarrod and his friends played for like 10 minutes. Thursday in 1st hour health class, we had pizza. It wasnt the best, since it was frozen pizza but eh, it was better than nothing right? After school, Jarrod came to pick me up. I helped him get his four wheeler into his truck because he was using it in his class at dakota and now he doesnt need it. We went to his house to drop it off and he rode it a little bit. He wanted me to ride it but I wasnt really in the mood. I have all this free time and Im not sure what Im gonna do with it, mainly because Jarrod is working a lot lately. Im thinking of calling Jessie er Ashley bettinger. I havent hung out with them in so long. Specially Ashley. I love her so much... Well, Jarrod is trying to fix my computer right now and Im gonna go find out what exactly he's doing. Laterrr beccaXo Isn't someone missing me?

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